totally lame.

today, was boring. i woke up at 11:00. i had off work, because golfers don't play in the rain... well, not a lot of them. i did spot a couple of the regulars on the 8th green today shortly after i woke up. freaks. i can say that because they never tip me anyway. and half the time they won't even let me do my job. whatever. so i felt like crap all day. for some reason couldn't play double bass at more than 130 bpm - (which is relatively slow for you non-drummers) i got a slight headache too.
i had wt practice today. it was a bit off, and it was partially my fault. we are playing this country song. i hate it. and it's the only fast song we are playing. and i missed a great show tonight. that is also sad.
i wonder a lot. sometimes i wonder if i wonder about too much. i think way too hard about stuff and i get really nervous and i have a feeling i am going to make bad decisions because i am unable to make good judgements. i want to go to WCU but i can't afford it. neither can my dad. i have a feeling that some of the things i've always wanted are going to be far beyond my realm of ability.
i wrote a song today. actually that is not true. i wrote the music for two songs. the first was new music for the first song i ever wrote for acoustic guitar. the second was just something fun that i was messing around with.. i don't think that anyone will ever hear either of them. maybe i'll record one of them. but for now. i need to sleep.