i am waiting for the greatest tea in he world to steep so i can drink it and go to class. i feel awful because i turned my alarm off before abby woke up this morning and she left for class twenty minutes late. and she said she had a mid-term in the class today.
yesterday i was feeling depressed. i didn't do as well as i would have liked on my calc test, and i think that had something to do with it. sometimes i feel like i have to be perfect all the time. and i never seem to measure up to my own expectations. i wanted to graduate with a 4.0 but my calc proffessor doesn't want that. i know the material in that class, i made a stupid mistake and i am almost certain i lost my "A" because of it. if i drop the class i have wasted my money that i spent all summer working for. i have an A in every other class that i am aware of right now.
i need to work harder. i know i can do better. i don't get much sleep as it is, i need to start prioritizing far better and actually do well in school. i know i can get a 4.0 that stuff has always been so easy for me. i can, and i have to, do better than this.
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