trainwreck.

my head is pounding. i am worried. i'm scared i am upsetting her. i am scared i don't know her as well as i should. i am worried because she doesn't talk to me as much as she should. she doesn't answer me when i ask questions. i feel like she doesn't speak to me almost at all. she says she has no self-esteem. i don't understand but i want to. that's all.